Today I had my LAST treatment. Halle-friggin-lujah.
I rang the bell and celebrated with my friends and family and drank a huge milkshake. It was quite the fun party. I got lots of nice presents. Everyone knows that my favourite part about cancer is the presents. That’s the only thing I like about it, really. But it’s a pretty sweet perk.
I have all these confusing, mixed-up emotions. I’m scared of saying bye to all the nurses. I feel like I still need them. I’m scared of saying bye to my drugs. I worry what could happen to me once they’re out of my system. I’m scared of getting too comfortable, and ending up back in that chemo room. It’s hard to say it’s my last treatment without adding on “here’s hoping!” But I really want to believe it’s over. I want this to be the end. Please, please, please, let it be.
I am so over the whole cancer thing. Time for a new thing.
Here’s hoping.
pass me another cupcake 
Congratulations! The best is yet to be…. I will continue to pray with you that “ALL IS WELL!”
I hope it’s the first day of forever celebrating!
Good luck honey
Yay! I remember that day (and all of those conflicting emotions) very well. Very happy for you!
Mazel Tov…only good things from here on….you are just allowed a little bit of worrying time per day!!!!Not alot of time, remember,just a smigen
Damn!!! you go girl, you attack this world achieving everything you have wanted to do. I wish you only but the best and more, love sammi from all the way over the united kingdom x
Congratulations Steph! The bell is such a nice touch. It must have been a great feeling for you. Only good things are left to come your way 🙂
Sooo happy for you, Steph! Just keep on embracing life as you’ve been doing and try not to dwell too much on the ‘what ifs’. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
xoxo Donna
Huzzah! It’s important to note the milestones, I think… even if that lurking “what if” taints the celebration. Another complete stranger here, happy to learn this part is through, and delighted to see a post from you!
xoxo
You are been on one long trip. Enjoy where you are now. Home ….. Sending love, Nicki
Hurray! Just a lurker who is glad you are done.
Thank you… I appreciate the lurking!
So happy for you. I felt the sane afraid to not having the team there looking after me everyday. You will do great. All the best
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Congratulations on a great milestone!
Love seeing all you paparazzi and how happy you are!!!
Getting all Verklempt over here
Love this! You with her the whole way!!
You were with her every step of the way! đź’•
I love that you used that word. HA! 🙂
So freakin happy for you!!! 🙂
so happy for you! MAZEL TOV!