Looks like I made it

Tomorrow is August 9th, also known as my birthday, and also known as the day I turn THIRTY.

Yes, my friends. Little ol’ me who still gets mistaken as a high school student is turning the big 3-0.

When I was first diagnosed, I remember one of the first (of many) frantic thoughts that flew through my head was, what if I don’t live to see 30? I made it my mini goal, to “make it” to 30, because it seemed like a realistic amount of time to still be alive.

And whaddya know – I am alive! A pat on the back for me for being able to check off that box.

I am so happy to be turning 30 and say sayonara to the 20’s. Do you know how many Facebook posts I have seen of people crying and whining over their 30th birthdays, acting as if it is some sort of tragic occasion? So many. And I always want to yell at those folks and remind them that there are many people who are not fortunate enough to see their next birthday, and would gladly trade places. I said it last year, and I will say it again: getting older is a privilege. Getting old is my DREAM. When I think of being truly “old,” I get all weepy, because I worry it might not happen for me. This might already be my “old” stage. I have no idea.

But for now, I am content with having made it through another year, and having pushed my way into another decade. What a glorious thing. I don’t know what my next goal age will be. I’ve been really scared that I won’t make it to 40. So I don’t think I’m ready yet to think that far ahead.

In fact, no goals right now. No wondering about next year, or the year after that. I made it to 30. And that’s something worth celebrating. Another year, and I’m still here.

Happy birthday to me!

**Same deal as last year — If you feel like giving me a birthday gift, please donate to my team and support breast cancer research and programs at the Princess Margaret. Do it! It’s my birthday!

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11 thoughts on “Looks like I made it

  1. As cousins who passed the “30 mark” years ago, we wish you many, many more happy and healthy birthdays.

  2. “30” wishes coming your way Steph, Oh my gosh, please keep feeling better & enjoy your day, Love to all Happy Birthday Beautiful. Love from Lu Ann & family xo

  3. oh… and I also meant to share that when people are shocked that I tell them I am 60, I laugh and say, “the alternative is not a good one! I am delighted to be 60” 🙂

  4. there was a time when I didn’t think I’d make to 40… now I am 60+…
    Happy Birthday chickadee, you will live a long and healthy life – I feel it in my bones! Have a wonderful birthday! XXOO

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